I have writen a book, that's right a book.  And it is available for purchase.  It's a little fiction that I totally adore about a crazy woman.  If you enjoy modern fantasy then this is the ticket for you.

Go to the website and at least check out the exerpt.

http://www.lulu.com/content/183955

Don't have much to say today.  It's been raining a lot, and I've just been hanging out at home playing guitar, I was bored.

A picture of me...

I know, I look incredibly terrible.  Here are icons...

You know how there's always that one person in your life that no matter how much they annoy you, tease you, make you hate yourself or just in general make you want to strangle them or stab them with something sharp and pointy you can never get the nerve up to tell them to

GET FUCKED!!!

And it doesn't matter anyway because they never listen to a thing you say and when you go over to speak to them and you just want to tell them

EXACTLY HOW

YOU

FEEL ABOUT

THE

WAY THEY

TREAT

YOU

they somehow have this power over you that makes you cave in and you go straight back to doing whatever they want when they want no questions asked.

And every time they demand something of you it's

SO DEGRADING

AND BELITTLING

that by the time you realise what you're doing it's already too late, it's done, it's finished, and you've died a little on the inside. 

And you want it to

STOP 

but it never will, because whether you like it or not they've got a hold on you, and you will do anything to try and fill that void that they've created.

Currently Listening Turn the Page By Metallica see related

Hello.  It truely has been a long time since I posted.  So I think it's time for an update.

I'm still single.  Bigbird is still a part of my life.  We did the casual thing for a while, then he said that he liked my sister and I said she'd never sleep with him and now he's cut at me.  I rang him before to tell him that Forbesy was mad at him and he accused me of lying.

Emo Boy has a girlfriend these days.  They're really good together, and they're happy so it's all good.  Me and him not meant to be, I accept that.

Harry and Jamie aren't jerks anymore, in fact sometimes they're even nice to me.

Forbesy is annoyed at Bigbird, Marbles and Goiter, apparently they've just been acting weird lately.  I can see where he's coming from, but Matt and Bigbird were best friends, I hope this doesn't wreak their friendship.

I don't go to uni anymore, and I'm looking for a new job.  I'm 18 now and it's the best.

More later, buh-bye!

UPDATE!

Here's some awesome icons...

It's been a while, I know it has, and I don't really have much news so much as that I have some statements to make.  Consider these and comment your thoughts.

Why are people so pedantic about age differences?  So what if a girl wants to date someone a year younger, is it really important?

Why do we have to be with someone?  Is being alone really a face worse then death?

Why is life a popularity contest?

Why do we strive to be prettiest, the smartest, the thinest, the most popular, and in the end we will all be old and ugly?

Why do people hurt each other?

Why do we hurt ourselves?

Why are we here?